vulnerable

new things in my life are helping me to grow a bit. last night i was oriented at work to do the charge nurse position. i don't know why that seems nerve wracking to me, maybe its scott dirom (mental health therapist) warning me of the mistakes a charge nurse can make during a code 55 (kid out of control and we need to call security) . . . or maybe its just that i'd rather follow someone else's direction and not have the responsibility to create the atmosphere of the unit. everyone seems to think i can handle all this, funny i seem the last one to know.

today i went once again to restorative yoga. it is so good to slow down and rest in a funny position.
amazing how much tension can fall from my body and how i can gain better posture.

finally, i am anticipating today at the gathering where i will be sharing a bit. i plan to share about "the trouble of praying when there doesn't seem to be answer." i want to talk a bit about the long road with nick and how its shaped me and my faith. let's hope i am able to be present and open.